Okay. Does anyone else feel like this summer is going by too fast? Or is it just me? Idk.

I have found my drawing abilities are constantly changing each time I draw. And when I draw something really awesome. I can't draw it again. Ever. Nada. It drives me crazy. *sighs*

Family. You have to love them. No matter what happens. Take mine for instance. I got into a fight with my nana over something my MOM did. I started getting angry, because she kept asking me the same question over and over even though I told her I had no idea about the answer. Then she blamed me for NOT PAYING ATTENTION. Even though I told her I DID! HELLO! And then my mom owes me over $100 dollars for food and other services, not including babysitting, which I have to do from 8 a.m. to around 6-9 p.m. Every day except Sundays. Or when I go to visit my dad. UGH!! I am really starting to get tired of my siblings.

Siblings. That is another thing. I think there is something seriously wrong with my brother. It could be the fact that he has two older sisters or that he has no father figure other than his granpa, who he doesn't get to see except on weekends. I don't know. But I am starting to think that my brother may be, well, gay. I admit it. My young brother may be gay. My sister doesn't let things go unless you really threaten her. She would rather watch t.v. or play that stupid game, Sims I think, than help me keep our mother from frothing at the mouth when she comes home. I have to make sure the house is clean, the dogs feed, the plants watered, the kids watched, and other things. I'm only 16 and I actually wanted to get a job this summer. Away from my family. For hours a day. ^^ I would actually pay the manager so I could work there. That is how desperate I'm getting.

So to summarize everthing up. I'm. Going. Insane!! Or insaner. If that is even a word. If it isn't, it is now.

Oh, well. Hopefully this rant is over. I feel much better now. Thank you, all you kind people, for putting up with me.

Peace out.